Monthly Archives: December 2013

My life :-)

That day was exciting. I waited for my mom to pick me up that day so I could finally go home. When I got home I saw you sleeping on the couch. 🙂 It made me smile. I changed into comfy clothes and I went to find my cat. I then went back in my room. To find that you were awake. You threw my blanket at my face and I put it on my bed and it smelled like you. I just dropped my face into the blanket and closed my eyes. Contentment.. Security…. Safe… That’s what I felt. 🙂 I haven’t felt that in a long time, it really made me happy.
I heard you in my brothers room playing video games. I kept trying to think of an excuse so I could go in there… but I had none. I could hear you laughing and I knew you were smiling. So then I couldn’t help but smile too.
After Angelina left then we went to the mall. Books-A-Million is fun but being in there for over and hour isn’t that exciting. I looked around everywhere in that store. Then I went into DEB for like 5 minutes. I don’t really care for that store. I’m not a big fan of the mall. I absolutely hate those inappropriate stores like Hot Topic, Spencer’s, Nirvana, and junk like that. It’s a waste of time. So the only store I ever go in is Books-A-Million. I was nervous when I saw you. I was extremely happy, just nervous, sorta scared. I guess I just forgot what all we used to be and I was then ready to throw it all away. I’m glad I never gave up yet. I’m glad I’m still trying. I’m sorry I ever doubting us. It’s still hard of course and it will be probably for a while. But I can’t stop trying. I’ve got to get through this. I know I can!
I know you said you want me happy. Chris does make me happy. I’ll admit it. But not in the same way you make me happy. He’s a really good close friend to me. I’m not ready to date him or anybody for that matter. I’m going to wait and when God says that I’m ready to date a guy, I will. But until then, I’m just staying friends with him. He’s really sweet. And he gave me a beautiful butterfly necklace. (Which I’m gonna give back go him.) So for now he’s a just a really good friend.
Oh yeah, did you draw a smiley face on my closet door? I’ve never noticed it before so I figured you did it. It is something you would do. Haha


32 Things About Me

I snort when I laugh.
Peach cobbler is my favorite dessert.
Ice cream is the best thing ever!
Tiger lily’s are my favorite flowers.
I love going out in the rain.
I still want white, green eyed Persian cat.
My favorite animals are panda bears, pigs and cats.
I can’t sleep with socks on.
I hate onions, but I love onion rings.
Volley ball is the only sport I like.
I absolutely love roller blading.
Reading is my favorite pass time.
I want to be a writer when I get older.
I’ve been called to be a Missionary.
My favorite song is, “The Lily of the Valley.”
I’ve won writing and poetry contests at the library.
One of my poems was published in a book.
Coconuts are soooooo good!
I used to talk in my sleep when I was a kid. (Like every night!)
The harp is my favorite instrument, I think it’s amazingly beautiful.
I play the guitar.
The Mentalist is my favorite tv show.
I love wearing long dresses.
My favorite drink is hot tea with honey. (Maybe lemon)
I hate wearing glasses.
There’s never a time my nails aren’t painted.
Gummy bears are the best candy ever!
Dark chocolate is the best kind of chocolate.
I like guys in bow ties and vests.
Target and Gordmans are my favorite stores.
I’ve been a vegetarian for over a year.
I’m homeschooled.

The Mentalist :D

The Mentalist is my favorite t.v. show. None of my family likes the show except my mom. I’ve gotten seasons 2 and 3 for Christmas. And I’m slowly converting my family into like the show. My brother, Kyle, let me watch it in room for the first time. Brandon, my brother, will come in and watch it with my mom and I every Sunday night at 10:00. And my dad, he watched 2 episodes the other day, on season 2 of my C.D. Sometimes he won’t let me watch it on Sunday night after church because he’s watching something he wants.

Heart-pumping action

My heart starts pumping, I can feel it through my shirt. My head starts to throb, I can feel it going from my heart to my head. I start to feel my heartbeat in my head. I close my eyes for a split second then open them again. I close my left eye, squinting to see through the scope. I see the target. My hand starts to shake from adrenaline. I get goosebumps down my back. The safety gets pushed off. Rushes of adrenaline goes flowing through my body as I start to breath heavily. It’s on my turn when I choose to push the trigger. I see the target right in front of me. I grip the gun like it’s my life line.
I’m ready.
I push the trigger.
I shoot the gun! It has some backfire. I feel the gun hit my shoulder like the feeling of a roller coaster before you go down the huge hill.
I smile. I’ve accomplished it. And I can’t wait to shoot it again. (12. Gage)

Memories and fun things

I got a vase and through out this whole year I’ve put things inside of it. Notes, drawings, scripture verses, fortune cookie note things, key chains that people gave me, quotes, advice, etc,. So today, since we’re in December, I decided to get the vase and go through all my notes and papers and quotes. It’s amazing! I have things from all kinds of people that I don’t even remember putting in there. My brain has gone through all it’s files to remember who gave me the note, when I got it, and what it says. I love going back through the year to see how much I’ve grown and to see where I am today. I would suggest, if you are reading this, to do what I did. This next coming year in 2014 is a great way to start collecting things. Get a vase and fill it up as you go through the year. You could even use a shoe box or anything that works for you. I used a vase because it is pretty and I kept it out on my shelf so I would remember to put things in it. Then when the ending of 2014 comes you can go through all the things you put inside your vase/etc,. 🙂
It’s very fun! You could even get a friend and ask them to join you. Then at the end of the year you and your friend can go through all the things you put in there together. 🙂

My eyesight :)

I know in Gods Word it says that all things work together for good to them that love God. But what good could come out of not being able to see? I’m practically blind without my glasses. I don’t understand. I’ve been wearing glasses for over 4 years and my eyesight just keeps getting worse. :/ What good could that be… ? :/

VEGAN CHOCOLATE SNICKERDOODLES (yummy spice-laced, sugar-coated, crackly-topped cookies)

These sound delicious. 🙂 I’m vegetarian but vegan still works for me. 🙂

Miss Marzipan

They’re deliciously chocolatey, easy-to-make, have a lovely crackle-topped texture plus a warming hint of spice… and they’re vegan! How many boxes can a cookie tick?


Makes approx. 24 cookies


45 g organic caster sugar
1 tsp ground cinnamon


120 ml organic rapeseed/canola oil
220 g organic caster sugar
60 ml pure organic maple syrup
3 tbsp almond milk (or preferred non-dairy milk)
2 tsp vanilla extract
225 g organic flour
45 g unsweetened organic cocoa powder
1 tsp baking soda
1/4 tsp salt
1/2 tsp ground cinnamon
a couple of dashes (or more, if you like) ground cayenne pepper


  1. Preheat oven to 175C (fan). Line 2 large baking sheets with parchment paper.
  2. Mix the cinnamon sugar topping ingredients together on a flat plate and set aside.
  3. In a mixing bowl, vigorously whisk together oil, sugar, syrup and milk with a fork, then…

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Sisters and ice-creamy

Sisters are like Ice-cream, they cheer you up and make you smile!